my baby is so killing me. what with his eyebrow raising in the Cyon EDGE CF and the weird shorts and socks he wore in the comeback performance and love concert, its amazing this post isn't from the grave. too bad he can't be sitting right next to me now. i'd most probably give anything to like get a hug from him or something.

its highly unfair that all the stylist nunas and whoever that works with them get to BE with them everywhere they go. and they get to see first hand how amazing these babes are and how dorky and how real they are in real life, off the cameras.

and in most interviews and stuff, you get to see these ppl they work with at the background, walking around, fixing their scarves and hair. don't you just ENVY them?

i had this daydream once where i go to Korea and work as a cleaning lady in YG. LOL. that would be so cool. i don't care if i have to mop the floor a thousand times or clean the toilets (preferably the guys' toilet. xD) as long as i get to see them.

their new album, their new MV and their new style, ah, so HAWT. like duh. Top's hair is funny though, like its gelled up but still look fluffy. he's still awesome, of course. haha. diplomatic me. GD's superfly, no doubt. Taeyang is sooo sexxay! and Seungri all grown up giving all the girls heart attacks. yea, strong baby! and Daesung, smiles all the time but in the Comeback Perf in Music Core with him frowning while singing. whoa, tough Daesung, beware!

neway, i gtg. just wanted to let my fangirly side out for a while.

thought of a name for my Ipod adi. it will be named "Joan's 24/7 Heaven". ((:

night. may y'all have sweet dreams of BIG BANG.