you see, i don't rant often. maybe because i forget too easily. there's always this nagging fear that as i type, i'll forget everything i want to say and my post will end up useless in the end. i also have the tendency to go back and read what i write so as to get the flow of my writing which however increases the time and risk for/of me to forget. uh, such irony. this is exactly what i'm feeling now and so please forgive any spelling or grammatical errors on my part as i try to type faster than i can forget. i should begin then.

rant #1
i really hate it when my mum opens my door even though i closed it really tightly. to understand what i mean, let me explain the mechanism of my door. if i push harder than normal, it'll slowly swing and close. but if i push it really hard, okay maybe not really hard but at least with a certain force, it'll close with a small bang which then makes it harder to open unlike the push-harder-than-normal one where with one finger, you could actually push open my door. normally, i only close the door with a certain force kind of way when i want privacy, especially during that one week of the month. i always open my door right after i'm done. so i absolutely do not get why my mum has a problem with a closed door! its even worse when its that time of the month; hormonal imbalance makes me easily annoyed to the extent of needing to punch a wall to appease myself. come to think of it, i only do that during that one week. doesn't she get that when the door is closed with a bang, it means i don't want it opened? uh.

rant #2
the way my mum constantly nags me to get off the computer. she has this perception that i waste my time online whereas i enjoy the most when i'm online, ogling BIG BANG, reading p*rn (lol, i don't okay, just that fanfics have the tendency to contain smut scenes), making sure the promise of friends forever remain intact through technology such as MSN and Facebook and other random things like finding information for school, reading books, blogs, newspaper and others that i'm sure you would know if you're like me. its not a waste of time, since i am more productive here compared to when i'm off despite having my butt glued to the chair for 5 hours straight and my eye power rocketing each time i stare at the screen.

rant #3
i don't care if i sound cocky. those guys in school that have been eyeing me are starting to get really irritating. i am normally, mostly a very nice person even to the extent it gets me into trouble or in this case, into many guys' ideas. i'm okay if they don't stalk me or are always hanging around but once they start to cross the line, they really can get on my nerves. no touching or even close body contact is allowed. i'll smile and act nice but if you touch me, well, i'll let you know and you better not do it again. unfortunately, they are most probably blinded by my smiles or deafened by my previous kind but sincere words to hear me clearly. sometimes, i think i'm too nice, its a freaking crime. ==

rant #4
this is not entirely a rant, more like a statement.

i'm screwed in every way possible. yea. okay. i don't think i want to elaborate but to put it shortly and mildly, i am failing in everything i do except unfortunately, dying.

this is it. i most probably won't rant until other rants accumulate and i let it all out in another post some very long time from now.

ciao.