for every kiss, I pay with two heartbreaks.
 for every 5 days of anxiety, I get two days of happiness.
 for every liter of tears, I'm fed two spoonfuls of laughter.

can one moment of care erase days of ignorance?
 can one moment of concern erase the tears that have trailed down my cheeks?
can one kiss heal all the cracks you've caused? 

why am I not through with this yet?
because I know that if I let go, he will not hold on to me.

I was waiting for you to love me.
Perhaps, what I should be waiting for is the last straw that will break the camel's back.
And I will go.