sometimes things happen that puts you into perspective. sometimes things happen to help you see people for who they really are. sometimes things happen that you never want to happen, like death.

what i fear most about death is how permanent it is. how it cannot rewind or come back. how it cannot be undone. it hurts to know that its the end.

it doesn't matter how someone died, how long he suffered before he died but the fact that he's dead and gone forever.

i think it shows lack of maturity when someone says "cheh, he didn't die that badly. my friend was worse." i understand the pain you must have gone through when it happened to your friend. but to undermine someone else's death just because he didn't suffer as long before he passed away is wrong and immature.

i'm just ranting. it bugged me when he put it the way he did. maybe he meant better.