I gave you my heart.

its been a while, huh?

this Christmas is pretty much like any other Christmas I've had. the only Christmas that was different was last year's. is it bad that I still remember, that to me it is a good memory, a happy one?

despite what happened after, on Christmas, that moment was so beautiful, so perfect in my eyes that i couldn't let it be tainted and destroyed. i am grateful that i have such a moment, such a memory.

i'm still learning to forgive.

but the very next day, you gave it away.