I recently found out that current boyfie's surname is the same as evil oppa's surname. Why the heck I did not realise this sooner eludes me. I just completely forgot about evil ex's surname (which is perfectly normal because I tend to erase almost everything in my past hurtful relationships). 

But the stranger thing is how I am quite disturbed by it. I won't lie, I have been thinking about evil ex for a while, even contemplating asking a mutual friend on how he's doing. On one hand, just to make sure the chances of bumping into him is kept to a minimum, if possible, a negative number and on the other hand, just out of plain curiosity. Also, knowledge is power. After that destructive betrayal, I have concluded that knowing is always preferable than not knowing.

I have grown out of believing in fate and destiny and how little things mean more than they do. You know, like how my forgetfulness was the catalyst for my current relationship or how his birthday is 10 days before mine or how we both have usernames that sounds similar e.g. schu/shu. 

Fate/destiny/meant to be leaves a funny taste in my mouth. I am grounded enough to know things like that are more of an anomaly/luck thing than a reliable prediction. Just because we are both Virgos does mean that we will have a ... okay, I take it back. The information on Virgo man and Virgo woman compatibility is scarily accurate. D:

A Virgo man is not prince charming, so Virgo woman should never believe while involved with him that any fairy tale romance can come true in their relationship. It is the Virgo woman who has to take main responsibility for relationship because he often feels he has nothing to lose when a woman walks away because he enjoys being a loner.

Not good, what it says. Shit.

Is this the love life that I will lead? 

/groans

Back to the matter at hand, the coincidence is too scary. It's frightening to wonder what it even means. Will this Kong betray me and break my heart the way the other Kong did?

I is slightly freaked out.

Meh.

I am writing too much. 

All your fault, boyfriend.