♥

my insecurities are playing me,

my past is haunting me.

I'm sorry, my dear,

for spilling my tears all over you.

my fears are playing tag,
my anxieties are choking me.
I'm sorry, my baby,
for turning red then blue.

my heart is nagging me,
my mind is a constant flux.
I'm sorry, my love,
for 'sorry' is all I can give you.

Labels: 100daysofspring, made, poem, thoughts

+ posted on Saturday, August 30, 2014 at 1:46 AM

open sea. +

Why are you the open water that leaves me floundering
and not the buoy that I can hold on to?

Why are you the waves that toss me around
and not the ship that I can be secure in?

Why are you the unpredictable weather that calms then rages around me

and not the arms that shelter me?

Why are you the anchor that drowns me,

not the one that grounds me?

***

Its always been love for me. Because I wouldn't have gone into it any other way.

Perhaps I knew the moment you touched me.

Please don't take my love for granted.

Labels: 100daysofspring, lovelife, made

+ posted on Tuesday, June 24, 2014 at 12:05 AM

nobody, nobody but you. +

GIF animations generator gifup.com

Labels: fandom, GD, made

+ posted on Friday, September 11, 2009 at 12:43 PM

what modesty? +

okay. so i'm a total noob at photoshop. but i was playing around and wow, i never knew you can do so many things there. oh, wait i did know that, just never got the time and patience and energy to learn more. its on my 'to-do' list though. i will get better.

so here goes. erm. obviously it'll all be on GD. *GRINS*