It seems I have a boyfriend now. It feels... weird. I am not exactly sure how to do this now that I am actually in a relationship that doesn't exactly have a dateline. I got used to not planning anything or imagining or wanting to do something. Now that I can, I am apprehensive and slightly afraid. The permanence of this, the fact that this is happening is so strange and suddenly so foreign. 

It is indeed a new chapter, new in more ways than I imagined. But I'm happy, so I'll hold onto that for a while.